who is rem ?

hello, im rem or blue, webmaster, and front end developer of the website "blueberrymuffinss.neocities.org." i go by they/them primarily, but she/her is also fine. not my favourite pronoun, but i wont get offended or something. its nice to meet you. im not the best at introductions and such, but i'll try my best. i like art. and some other things like writing and reading, manga, jfashion, puzzles/games like chess, typology, music, and web design. i also enjoy philosophy and psychology !! my taste in shows/media usually revolve around science fiction, thriller, psychological horror, or mystery. some of my favourite shows are deathnote, the promised neverland, and serial experiments lain.

personality wise, i would describe myself as more reserved than not, curious, and rather eccentric in another's point of view. some of my closer friends might say otherwise, they usually view me as more bubbly, and quite passionate about my interests and hyperfixations. uhh i guess i would note that im pretty neurotic and anxious most of the time, so i struggle with talking to people. when i do not reply for a while, its often really just because i dont know what to say or my social battery is drained, and might take a while to replenish. however, i have a few close friends who allowed me to be myself around them, and i care a lot about then !! theyre awesome people :3 i also do not possess a lot of empathy, so i often times miss social cues, struggle with "reading" others, or find it difficult to connect with other people in general. so guys if uhh i have hurt you or did something you didn't like, please just tell me. no need to sugarcoat it or make it sound nice. just please avoid talking about me behind my back !! this is to friends and strangers !! i personally have suspected / self diagnosed bpd, autism, and schizoaffective personality disorder, and before you come at me, i came to these conclusions after months of monitering and analyzing. so, i would appreciate it if you would be patient with me !

i grew up with the internet at kind of a young age, which gave me opportunities to learn more about the world around me, and helped me discover much about myself. i think the internet is a very fascinating place, that i really like exploring. so uhhit is also where i discovered my love for many things. honestly, i still have kept many of my older interests.

and i suppose thats all i have to say for now. thank you for reading if you came this far ^_^

my typology:

intp - sx5w4 - 594 - true neutral - /R/l/ueI - ILE - melancholic phlegmatic

what is this place ?

blueberrymuffinss.neocities.org is my personal webpage, created on july 31th, 2024. i was at one of my worst times in my life, where i wanted to away from everyone, and everything. i felt really overwhelmed by many outside factors, which was a reason why i started this website. i wanted to start a tiny place for myself to be my escape from reality, where i could present myself authentically, and talk about my interests without worrying about pleasing other people and whatever judgements or perceptions they may cast. i was originally inspired by https://0oxo0.neocities.org/ ! as their website was one of the first i have found when exploring neocities.

my birthday	18th of april
my orientation	omnisexual, aromantic (cupioromantic + quioromantic) and demisexual
general hobbies	reading + writing/blogging, web design, music, sketching + doodling, psychology + typology, philosophy, chess, web design
games	pony town, roblox (wcue, adopt me, free draw, forsaken)
manga / anime	deathnote, the promised neverland, azumanga daioh, yotsuba&!, serial experiments lain, neon genesis evangelion, yume nikki, girls last tour, hunterxhunter
music artists	boa, alex g, cavetown, jack stauber, mitski, maretu, soddikken, kairiki bear, wowaka (rip), rory in early 20s, iyowa, penelope scott, yaelokre, weezer
music genres	indie-rock, rock, j-pop, vocaloid + utauloid, breakcore
catchphrases	"wowzers !!" , "woah" , "awesome sauce" , "what ..."