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otherkin

intp  •  levf  •  sx5w4  •  unlabeled queer  •  any pronouns

hello, i'm fine with being referred to as rin, rei, or aren. i'm the webmaster of blueberrymuffinss.neocities.org, as i have stated in the index ! i love studying many fields of science (most prominently psychology), and indulging in creative arts.

honestly, it's pretty hard to describe myself to someone else, because i fear i am full of contradictions. i don't favor labels for this very reason, thus i place very little upon myself. some people view me as robotic and aloof, but others close to me might view me as someone who is quite talkative and ethusiastic about his interests. i tend to be more comfortable with expressing myself online, than in person. perchance the reason i am like this is because i masked my personality a lot in my childhood. i also had a habit of observing and mirroring the behaviors of other people, which i do even to this day.

an important part about myself is that i like art. i guess visual arts in particular, and it has been this way for as long as i can remember. i guess i always liked it because it felt open ended to me and it was a way for me to express my ideas easily. i often don't think in words, and i believe it is since i have a condition called synethesia. some other things i like are writing, reading, j-fashion and other 2000s fashion subcultures, typology, and web design. i also enjoy philosophy and psychology. my hyperfixation at the moment is currently blue lock ! please talk to me about blue lock .. my faves from blue lock are rin and bachira wowow, there's gonna be a lot of graphics of my favourite shows and books here yippee

i personally have suspected bpd, asd, osdd, and auditory processing disorder. none are medically diagnosed, just my own speculation. before you come at me, i came to these conclusions after > 6 months to years of monitering and analyzing. so, i would appreciate it if you would be patient and open-minded with me ! i am not in the best mental state right now, but i am trying my best. thank you for reading, have a nice day or night.