names

rem or flandre

pronoun and sexuality labels

he/him, they/them transmasc and aroace

general interests

visual arts, minecraft args, psychological horror, biology, typology (specifically psychosophy, enneagram, and correlations), science fiction, writing, mangas, rhythm games

media

neon genesis evangelion, death note, serial experiments lain, alien stage, yume nikki, oyasumi punpun, blue lock, girls' last tour, my little pony, puella magi madoka magica, omori, project sekai

music artists

miraidempa, malice mizer, kaya, radiohead, will wood, adrianne lenker, iyowa, wowaka, big thief, alex g, heavenly, mitski, rory in early 20s, of montreal + more

novels

the king in yellow, no longer human, 1984, self-portraits, home body, death note: another note

hello, i mainly go by rem. i also go by the alternate name i listed above. i'm the webmaster of blueberrymuffinss.neocities.org.

it's not very easy to describe myself, as i am full of contradictions. my identiy fluctuates frequently. however, generally, i could be percieved as anxious and dissociative. to my close friends, i'm probably seen as someone who is very passionate about his interests. i'm not the best at making friends or socializing, but i try my best to be friendly to others. i tend to be more comfortable with expressing myself online, than in person.

an important part about myself is that i like art. i guess visual arts in particular, and it has been this way for as long as i can remember. i guess i always liked it because it felt open ended to me and it was a way for me to express my ideas easily. i've pretty much grew up with the internet, which helped me discover my love for many topics. some of my other interests include science (most prominently social sciences and biology), rhythm games, typology, psychological horror, and science fiction.