b e f o r e  y o u  r e a d

hello ! ! this is the start of my blog. this will be a place for me to talk about interests i have, and the happenings in my life.

however , please keep in mind some journals may talk about more triggering topics.

f i c t i o n k i n

this was actually a few weeks ago, when i discovered that i identify as fictionkin. i dont think the word "fictionkin" is one used often in everyday vocabulary, so i suppose i can explain it a bit. so, a fictionkin is someone who identifies as / feels a strong connection to a fictional character, entity, place, etc. the person could also view the character as someone they were in a past life, alternate universe -- so it can be on a spiritual or mental level. this identity however is involuntary, and on a non-physical level. fictionkin falls under the umbrella term of "otherkin," which means you identify with / as something other than human.

this was sort of a difficult realization for me, yet it also gave me relieve, and helped me understand myself better. it made me happy to know that there was a group, a community of others out there like me, and that i was not alone. and for anyone who was curious, i kin with lain iwakura from "serial experiments lain"!

i believe this was all i like to say, have a good day / night to anybody who reads this

t h e  e a r t h  o r b i t s  e v e n  w i t h o u t  u s

sorry for being inactive for so long. ive kind of been burnt out the past month or so, thats why i wasnt able to update my site. i feel sort of swallowed by the world, and my emotions. the earth is constantly moving and rotating, i struggle to keep up -- and live to any potential i had. im really just existing. i feel a lot, yet this emptiness at the same time. i dont know who would stumble upon this honestly, i apologize for venting.

mm, i dont have much to say.

j u s t  l i f e  i  g u e s s

a diary entry for the first time in like 3 months ! dont worry guys im still alive lol

recently, balancing a lot of changes and a rather busy schedule was kind of difficult for me. the reason i couldnt write for a long time was because i felt burnt out and not really motivated, and yeah T w T

soo, for interesting events in my life, i guess i've gotten into reading more ! i found some more manga that i liked. i started on fma, and hunterxhunter. as well, i tried to work on my health and taking care of myself more, so i suppose theres that.

thank you for reading, i hope you have a nice day/night !

i  w a s  s i c k

i am back !  some days ago, i was not feeling well, likely due to a sickness.  it's around the time of flu season, so i guess thats probably why.  i stayed home, and made some art while so.

i think i feel better today, so im gonna try to be productive, and finish my schoolwork and update the website again.  i might start to do the layout for the art page, so i can hopefully put some things up there soon.

anyways, that's all for now.  i hope you have a great day/night, to whoever reads this !

b e g i n n i n g s

the first day of school was a few days ago ! i think it went okay. i didnt really talk much with people, the teachers were nice though. i got lost a few times, as expected, but i like my school. there was some homework, so i hadnt had time to write an entry qwq, this was kind of low effort.

p a c k i n g  f o r  s c h o o l

school is starting soon for me, and today i decided to pack my backpack in preperation for the new school year. i organized my supplies in a different way than i did last year ... i think it will help with finding things.

for this school year, i hope i will make some new friends (i really need to work on my social skills), and as well, i will try to study hard to get my grades back up again.

i am going to a new one this year, so i hope i dont have a hard time finding the places i need to go to T^T ..

i notice some leaves are falling too. autumn will start soon too. it is one of my favorite seasons, so that's one thing to look forward to.

and, i think this concludes all i wanted to write now. maybe i will write another entry when school starts.